Be one, be none, be all.


I like yellow. My middle name is Rae. Think of it as a ray of sunshine. I am a college senior(finally) in psychology, and I tend to mess everything up. I am not perfect. Once we're friends, you can't get rid of me. Sorry.

My senior prophecy was to burn down a library. I currently work in one. Who knows what the future holds. I drink, I smoke and I like my drugs in moderation. Spontaneity, I live off of. I daydream.

If I could bottle the smell of a musty basement, and smell it all day, I would.

I cannot wait to travel one day. Anywhere.

I have much life left, or so I hope. If depressed hippies exist, I am one. I'm also very friendly, talk to me.

While I may not be the happiest, I'm about a gillion times better right now. I don't know why, but I blame the dreads.

I will be documenting my dread journey, as well as being healthy and fit and happy and spiritual. Questions on anything, or any of the above, let me know.


sassively:

exceedwhatyouthoughtwasbest:

Things that need to be more affordable:

-plane tickets

-whole, natural foods

-gas

-workout clothing

-phone bills

-University (education) tuition

Things that need to be more expensive:

-processed foods that are causing the obesity rate to skyrocket

-cigarettes

-alcohol

more things that need to be more affordable:

-tampons/pads

-bras

-medical treatment

-life, in general

-concert tickets

more things that need to be more expensive:

-fines on DUIs

-crocs

(via skinnyhealthyfitness)

"Nothing ever exists entirely alone; everything is in relation to everything else."
- Gautama Buddha (via purplebuddhaproject)

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shingeki-no-kou:

I wish boobs did the bra thing without having to wear the bra

(via skinnyhealthyfitness)

"Are you asking because you care or because you’re curious?"
- “10 word story" series - #27  (via seulray)

(via priggidyprizom)

ribboneesta:

some feelings

  • entering a warm room after being out in the cold
  • peeling off your socks after a long day
  • the “boom” in your heart when you hear a firework explode
  • having someone brush your hair
  • the buzz of your fingers opening a package you had been waiting for
  • writing with a new pen
  • the funny feeling in your stomach when you see the sun outside your window and realize you’ve stayed up all night

(via leonardodicupofno)

troyesivan:

nothing gives me more anxiety than texting someone for the first few times without knowing their typing style

(via esmaythemermaid)

"Depression is humiliating. It turns intelligent, kind people into zombies who can’t wash a dish or change their socks. It affects the ability to think clearly, to feel anything, to ascribe value to your children, your lifelong passions, your relative good fortune. It scoops out your normal healthy ability to cope with bad days and bad news, and replaces it with an unrecognizable sludge that finds no pleasure, no delight, no point in anything outside of bed. You alienate your friends because you can’t comport yourself socially, you risk your job because you can’t concentrate, you live in moderate squalor because you have no energy to stand up, let alone take out the garbage. You become pathetic and you know it. And you have no capacity to stop the downward plunge. You have no perspective, no emotional reserves, no faith that it will get better. So you feel guilty and ashamed of your inability to deal with life like a regular human, which exacerbates the depression and the isolation. If you’ve never been depressed, thank your lucky stars and back off the folks who take a pill so they can make eye contact with the grocery store cashier. No one on earth would choose the nightmare of depression over an averagely turbulent normal life.

It’s not an incapacity to cope with day to day living in the modern world. It’s an incapacity to function. At all. If you and your loved ones have been spared, every blessing to you. If depression has taken root in you or your loved ones, every blessing to you, too. No one chooses it. No one deserves it. It runs in families, it ruins families. You cannot imagine what it takes to feign normalcy, to show up to work, to make a dentist appointment, to pay bills, to walk your dog, to return library books on time, to keep enough toilet paper on hand, when you are exerting most of your capacity on trying not to kill yourself. Depression is real. Just because you’ve never had it doesn’t make it imaginary. Compassion is also real. And a depressed person may cling desperately to it until they are out of the woods and they may remember your compassion for the rest of their lives as a force greater than their depression. Have a heart. Judge not lest ye be judged."
-   (via jayceiusagi)

(Source: sherunsfromdarkness, via nimblefeline)

free-booty:

I don’t mean to interrupt people I just randomly remember things and get really excited I’m sorry

(Source: free-booty, via this-is-wanderlust)

aizea:

hate my body but that’s ok bc eventually it will be rotted in the ground

(via rednailsnotwrists)

beben-eleben:

  • not answering texts
  • getting my hopes up
  • pushing people away
  • being awkward
  • pissing people off

(via briks)

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