I don't know what I want but this isn't it.

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I like yellow. My middle name is Rae. Think of it as a ray of sunshine. I am a college graduate with a BA in Psychology and concentrations in philosophy and studio art, and I tend to mess everything up. I am not perfect. Once we're friends, you can't get rid of me. Sorry.

My senior prophecy was to burn down a library. They fired me, and believe me, I definitely thought about it. Who knows what the future holds. I drink, I smoke and I like my drugs. Spontaneity, I live off of. I daydream.

If I could bottle the smell of a musty basement, and smell it all day, I would.

I cannot wait to travel one day. I should be moving to Oregon in about a year, money permitting.

I have much life left, or so I hope. If depressed hippies exist, I am one, or that punk kid who gets looked at on the street. But surprise, I'm also very friendly, talk to me.

I'm starting to get frantic because I don't think I'll ever be happy. Not truly.




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